My being cuckolded.

My being cuckolded has really injected more passion into our sex life (though she doesn’t realize that the reason I throw myself into it more is because all I’m thinking about is her with those other men). She isn’t mean or cruel to me and I’d hate it if she was. However, I’m also aware that most men would say that, by definition, I’m being humiliated (though the eternal question with all this is whether it’s humiliation if I enjoy it).